ED Hell
Out of Control
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Out of Control
 
She stares into the void
From which she feels
There is no return
She is at the point
Of no control
 
She coughs and she splutters
As she chokes
Watery eyes
Red-faced and puffy cheeks
Is this the price to pay
For being thin?
 
And even then
She does not stop
She has to continue
Until she is clean and pure
And has paid for all her sins