ED Hell
Giving Up?
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Giving Up?

 
To strive on or to give up
She wonders
But what is there to give up?
For there is nothing wrong
Or so she feels
 
So what if she eats or starves
Whose business is it anyway?
She can stop anytime
She just has to choose when
 
At least by staying here
She can cope with life
And continue her rituals
Of "normality"
For there is nothing wrong!
Or so she conveys
 
She is seen as the healthy one
People ask her how
But she daren't tell them
How it is!