Shy and Fearful 
                                              
                                             Shy and fearful
                                             But why?
                                             What was she afraid of?
                                             That people would see beyond
                                             Her cool exterior
                                             What would that mean?
                                              
                                             What they did not know
                                             Was the turmoil she was in
                                             How the scale had become
                                             Both friend and foe
                                             Entangled in one
                                              
                                             The hours she spent
                                             Staring into the void
                                             Of the white porcelain bowl
                                             Which would explain
                                             Her bloodshot eyes
                                              
                                             Would she ever be happy again?
                                             Is this all life had to offer?
                                             Was this the best she would get?
                                             She hoped not
                                             But what could she do?